good morning, hospital.

March 30, 2007

you are a baby.  i have raised you,  i watched you explode from the womb, i made you part of my life,  and i heard all of your excuses from that point on.  i heard everything you said,  and it seemed short it seemed inconsistent,  it seemed to fall away, but that wasn’t the case at all. it was all part of a master plan it was all part of a mixture of jargon,

everything you have in this reality is somewhere else, all your perfect bodies, and all your fake eyelashes are in the seams of heaven.   all the beautiful dawns and all the roofs that have fallen away.

YOU ARE DESTINY don’t forget it, you are giant don’t let it go,

you have messed up, you have fallen down, you have been beaten up, and scorned, but nothing has changed,  nothing will ever change.

everything is constant, everything falls apart, everything is changing, everything shows it’s heart.

FRANK?!

HOW DARE YOU?!!!

no.

i went to a funeral and i started a new job today.

and i am dreadfully deadfully tired.

also, i fought the new green goblin.

yeah, i took him out EASY
WA-SMACK.

k.

bye.

hey.

March 17, 2007

if you have a fucking problem with me, say it to my face, i’m sick of all this behind the scenes bullshit, and you not even looking at me to say something.

i’ll be so glad to never see you again.

BYE.

spider-sense, tingling!

March 12, 2007

so walking today i had an amazing experience,
my spider-powers have finally started to develop.
i knew when i was bit by that spider back in high school one day, ONE DAY i was going to get spider-powers, and today was that day.
anyways, as i was walking down the street, my brain started to get all fuzzy, and i thought, “something’s wrong i have to get out of the road” so i quickly hopped out of the road unto the curb
and lo and behold, OUT OF NOWHERE a car comes speeding by.
the thing would’ve clipped me for sure.
FINALLY
I HAVE SPIDER-SENSE!!!!

BLOOOD.

March 4, 2007

hey i work at a gas station,
apparently this means i am the source of all evil in your life.
yes, it’s my fault that you have to come inside and get your reciept, making you a whole 10 seconds later than you already were, i’m so so sorry miss.
of course, i don’t have the certain kind of cigar/cigarettes that you want, please, flog me because i personally took them all and hid them from you.
the gas prices are high?
naturally this is because I myself need more money, and i jacked up the prices, to bring your life to hell.
i did this all to spite you, customer, because i am indeed, all the evil you will ever see.

LOOOVEEE YOU!.

nah.

i think, and this is a fairly obvious assumption, that i hate confrontation,  even when it comes to goodbye.

knowing full well that i will be gone from this town in 2 and a half weeks, i think i’m already shutting off those i care about, pushing them aside, not even trying to connect with them anymore,

it’s easier that way,  goodbyes are overrated, right?

maybe.